Hi. This blog is strictly for those who feel down and miserable and feel they have no one to talk to.

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So I've been unemployed for a bunch of months now. You'd think this would give me lots of time to watch MLP and write fics.

You would be wrong. It gives me lots of time for job-hunting, and being incredibly depressed . At least the post-election panic attacks about Nazis have gone down, since they turned out to be incredibly incompetent .

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Er, the chat service client, not the god of chaos.

Find me at Leoshi#3317. I'm also part of the Gentlecolts writing staff (as of today, woo!), and a semi-regular of the Ling Lang multi-language server. I can't help but wonder why I never got this sooner.

Oh, uh, I do have Discord though. The god of chaos variety.

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So, I'm thinking of rewriting The Wayfarers summery for the coming year. I've been tinkering with it for a while, but I'm thinking of trying something else completely. Maybe something a little more in the vague side? I want the reader to have an idea of what they're getting into, but I also don't want to be so wordy. I don't know. I'm open to suggestions.

For now, though, bed. Swamped from work.

Okay, so first things first, I want y'all to know that I'm fine. I'm perfectly okay.

Good? Good.

So a couple weeks ago, my father found blood on my sheets. Figuring the time had finally come, he sat me down in front of him and told me about the wonders of growing up and the ways my body is going to change.

Then he stopped, and realized I'm actually not a woman.

So to the hospital we went.

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tw: self hate, anxiety, nightmares, mild suicidal thoughts

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